I’m really sorry I haven’t updated my blog lately. Lots of things have happened. My Gran died on my Dad’s side and my Granddad is in hospital pretty ill on my Mum’s side. Plus my Mum’s come to visit and my Dad has decided to come round a lot which means I’m piggy in the middle.
My parents split up last year and things have been difficult since because Mum decided to leave the country and go back to Scotland. Which means my kids have lost their Gran and Granddad.
Not only that but I have lost no weight or inches in 6 weeks. I’m so depressed. I got really strict, bumped up the veggies, water and exercise and got exhausted. So I’ve slowly stopped exercising, I’ve added some foods not allowed on induction, like a little peanut butter and berries. My weight has stayed the same the whole time. I’m seriously thinking about giving up cheese. But this week I’m just going to relax while Mum’s here. I’m going to eat low carb, but relaxed, I will have nuts and berries and cheese etc. I’m not filling in my diaries either.
Next week when Mum’s left however I will be going on a 5 day fat fast to see if I can shift a little weight. I’m just going to play it by ear for now and hope for the best. I’m so depressed that I don’t look any different. And of course I keep thinking about starving myself – as this is what I did to get from a size 22 to a size 16. I feel like going back to that, but its really hard and I develop a whole host of eating problems when I do that.
I promised to update with the Milife but I won’t this week until things settle down.
Wish me luck.
